22

i turn to 22 today, oh My God. i cannot believe my age.. i feel the same like when i was 14.. lol.. no, actually, i feel different. so much differences..

today, i wont celebrate my birthday with my beautiful and lovely best friends, because simply, they have their own business.. and its sunday, it usually becomes the family day..

as a human, i cannot stop satisfied. i always ask, and ask and ask for more.. that's the natural.. but today, let me be grateful for what i have got.. so from this now on, i will always be grateful.. before i cry, before i sad, before i feel underestimated..

Thanks God, Allah SWT..
for my body, my complete human body, although i cannot keep it ideal, but i try to keep it healthy..
for my lovely family, although you've taken back my father, but you still take care my mother, my brothers and sister, my grandfather, my uncles, my aunts, my cousins, You give me them, the people who always support me no matter what, who always love me back after fighting or yelling..
for my lovely bestfriends, since i was in junior high school.. You always give me the people who will support me, who will be there for me when i cry, when i need helps.. You give me them, who made and will always make my days brighter and brighter..
for my fine house, foods, and clothes.. the place, where i could sleep safe and soundly.. the foods which i could smile after the first and last bite.. the clothes which i could feel warm and nice..
for my experiences and skills, everything.. that i have got.. the schools, the job, i never been done that without Your permissions and Your blessings..
for everything that involved me on, i could not say more than Thank You..

I wish, i always be grateful.. for no matter what You will give me.. I wish, You still care for me, and give me, better and better..

Thanks God.. i love You..