When you ready to go and your heart left in doubt..
don't surrender..cause you can win..
(part of Celine Dion's "That's The Way It Is")
when i am doing this final assignment, there were a lot of "test" that GOD gave to me.. and still counting..
for a moment i feel i could sleep well in the night. but those "seminar" moment still haunting me. my tattoo is still in my lecture, and there are many possibilities that he doesn't like what i've been made. poor analysis, or poor method, or "poor" anything.. i dont know. i dont know...
afraid. but i know that my will is huge. to graduate from this university, is harder than to get in.. (true!!)
i believe, that many tears i shed.. many sweat i wiped.. will cost a good thing. amiiiiiiin. i know that after this, i will face another hard moment, i will meet another challenge, i will meet another oh-i-want-to-die moments. but, i also know that if i want something super, i have to 'pay giant' for it too. i am not the 20% of the pareto law, i am not the indigo girl who really lucky to be born on this world. i am just an ordinary girl, with an ordinary life. i have to cry to get all of those things, i have to give my best shot, i have to be strong.
someday, when i am in the position and condition that i really want to be right now. i will remembering this old days like an exotic memory i've ever had. my fighting time. when i am in a war. :)
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