have to be more than pray for Indonesia

I'm so speechless, with all those facts that our beloved country Indonesia is facing another big hard time. The disasters. What can we really do? To be honest, i am not the kind of girl who could spend time with physics activities. Clearly, i am not the one who will volunteering to help directly the victims there. I am also not the rich girl, who could spend millions of money to help them. What can i really do? I am still wondering about that, actually.

While i was watching the news on television, i thought.. that Indonesia maybe should have the Industrial Engineering people. To develop this country, with helicopter view. There are so much problems here. Many ministers, many experts, but still Indonesian people condemn the government for their policy or their acts.

Is it too much if i want to see that this country could really have their freedom, to listen the Indonesian people itself praise the government and the policy or acts that they've been chosen. I really, really want that.

Why? What happened to us? Why can't we grow like other nations? No more corruption, no more hunger, no more proverty, just a country that live stable.

I imagined, what if i am one of them.. who lost the family, house, got nothing but my clothes that i wear. Frustration. Deepest grief. Despair. Even, maybe i cannot cry anymore. My tears have gone. There are no more tears in my eyes. I will silently sit, in the corner, and i dont think of anything. Like I am brain dead.

Still clear the day in my head, when Aceh have the tsunami. And now, there is another tsunami, the eruptions [oh God please.. not the Krakatau.. not now..:( ], the floods. We made the God angry. Are we realizing it yet? God is punishing us now, but the victims are not the people who have the most sins. God is preparing the worse for them.

Why can't we realize it? and change our behavior?

This country need more than pray from us. They need extreme alteration.
We lack of integrity, concern, and awareness to change.
Should 'it' happened? The big disaster that will kill more than half of our population.. that Mrs Lauren (may she rest in peace) said. I hope it won't.
So people.. please change your bad attitudes. You are grown up, you know what I mean.. you know what the word "bad" I mean.

I believe, the great company has the great people in there. It also happened with country. If we still being the bad guy.. i am sure, that this country will never raise.